Unsatisfaction

I have a disease. It's called unsatisfaction. My disease hurts me and benefits me. I am never satisfied with almost everything in my life. I can never get educated enough. I can never get fit enough. I am never in the right financial situation. I haven't accomplished enough or worked hard enough. I haven't loved enough or given enough. I haven't touched enough lives or changed enough situations. I don't feed the hungry enough, give shelter to the homeless enough, or answer the cries of the hurting enough. I haven't prayed enough or studied the Word enough. I am not close enough to Christ. I'm never close enough to my wife and family. I'm never a good enough speaker, teacher, mentor, it motivator. Unsatisfaction drives me. It keeps me awake at night. It keeps me from becoming stale and bored. Unsatisfaction also keeps me from rest. It makes me weary. I understand that I may never be, have, or do enough, but God covers my gaps. The only thing I am satisfied in is Him. He is complete in every way. So to sum this up: My unsatisfaction leads to my satisfaction.